For years, I have felt like a square peg. I don't fit in to the neat and tidy hole of the perfect family unit. I have been divorced for over 13 years now. When I go to church, there is no group I really fit into, but then again, do I want to be limited? Sometimes it bothers me... when the younger girls that are single, have a get together. I feel left out, but then I don't have much in common with them. I don't fit with the married couples... I am the third wheel or the step child. In a way, it is neat how God has made me different, but in other ways, I wonder... "what is wrong with me?"
I just had a performance review at work last week. My area that needs improvement is my confidence... both at my job and personally. I cried. Think that was confirmation of my lack of confidence.
Who am I? In Christ, I am fearfully and wonderfully made. In His eyes, I am a square peg that fits perfectly in His hand.
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