Just Say It

I recently put on my facebook, that if someone in your life was gone tomorrow, would you regret that you didn't tell them something.  I shared with a new friend, Nic, that I was thankful that my last words to my dad before he passed away, were "I love you."... I shared with Nic further, that I wished that I had told him that he was such a wonderful grandpa and his little buddy, Kelly, misses him and needs him more than ever.  Dad, I am sorry I didn't tell you this before.  Why did you have to leave us so soon?  Why did I take you for granted that you would live to be 101 like your mother did?  Why are you making my mascara run right now? There, I said it, I wrote it, and I am about to publish it.  Jesus, please send this message to my dad.  Thank you.